You Wanted This.
So Why Does It Feel Like Panic?

He finally gave you exactly what you asked for, more time, more presence, more certainty, and something in your chest tightened instead of settling. Wanting closeness and being terrified of it are allowed to live in the same body at the same time.

Take a breath and answer from what really happens in you when closeness becomes available. The more openly you respond, the better this reflection can show how your body and heart handle the love you say you want.