Afraid of Losing Him,
or Being Truly Known?

You have called it fear of losing him so many times that you stopped checking whether that is actually true. Sit with this for a second. Does the thought of him leaving frighten you more, or does the thought of him seeing all of you and staying anyway?

Let yourself answer from the fear you rarely put into words, especially when someone gets close enough to matter. Your honesty helps this reflection understand what feels most exposed in the relationship.